too cute to be true
I took sometime to realize,
but she certainly caught my eye.
I took sometime to see,
that cutey was nothing like i'd eva seen.
She had the usual stuff every girl has,
but somehow it was different.
She looked like every other girl i knew,
but she was too cute to be true.
That innocent smile caught my eye,
she had me lookin at her every time,
it'd been sometime since i felt like that,
that cutey just had me goin mad.
She looked just like the girl next door,
but she somehow had me wonderin,
how god could build a creature,
so cute but yet so simple?
Maybe she'd noticed,
the way i looked coudnt be missed,
mayb she might be thinking,
who's that jerk who just keeps staring?
It aint my fault that i kept glancing,
aint my fault that she came in my mind,
aint my fault that it was true,
the fact that she was too cute to be true.
But glancing is all i can do now,
for all i know of her is her name,
but ill just keep waiting for the right moment,
as only god knows of its time and place.
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Thursday, March 31, 2005
hmmmm...reactions..reactions...haha...wat should i say about them?went to skool wit me old hairstyle today..n without me specs..reason being...my eyes hurt after long hours of contact lens wear...n wit me specs..the new hairstyle doesnt suit...so i had to revert back to my old self...haha...SO...went to skool...reactions were as 4loes..
Fatt Kent:"Vicky..y ur hair litat?last time so nice?den now becum gd boi ah?"
Peter:"Vicky...y 2day u wear specs...n ur hair litat...nerd ah?"
Heng Kiat:"Eh...now u becum good boi ready ah?"
Ais:"Ahhh...now beta..now dun look like mat anymore"
Kuma:"Oi?!y hair litat?"
haha..n the one i like the most...
Bud:"eeeewww...Vicky...wat happen to ur hair?now nt hensum ready..last time nicer!.."
whhahaz...
well..tts about me...now..all bout "you"...haven toked 4 so long...bt feelings are still really strong..been wantin to write a poem again..bt just cnt gt the inspiration enough..haix...i need to do sumtin about it..hmmmm...
2molo is April Fool's day..hehehehz...*Evil Grin*
well...riverside soccer doing beta then xpected...won Greenview(champs in East Zone) 1-0...bt we lost 2-1 to Tanglin(2nd in west)...Daun hit the post in d gme...i missed a glourious oppurtinity..had a quiet game..lazy to run..hehehez...no mood i guess...bt then..the record is there...we've nvr lost wen im captain...n tt even against champs of EAST zone...haha...n co incidentally...Daun was captain against Tanglin..lolx...im gona be captain against Bishan Park on monday..so..if the stats are rite..we should win..lolx..we win..n were thru...haha.ez as tt..haha...
hmmmm..wat else..had a deal with parents..wunt be updating tt often..gt timetable n all ready..will TRY to 4loe...haha..n score 4 next coming common tests...hmmm..2molo...friday...hmmmmm...i gota do sumtin..need to start tokin wit "you"..haha..coz..its all about "you"...bt "you" dont noe..haha..nvm if i dun mke sense..haha...nitez...
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
hmmmm...does time pass by fast or wat?!in just a few hours time...im goin to turn 16....hmmmm...tt means ive lived 4 16 years...haix...the past 4 years in sec 4 have really flown by..here are wat i tink were the highlights of the 4 years....coz i too lazy wana recall 16 years...haha...
*sec 1..mdm mariam our form teacher...1/8..gt 2nd in interclass...still remember the semi-final against 1/4...hehe..khai..if u readin tis..ull remember too..hehe..those times rocked rite?hehe...remember mr tan?hehehz...those dayz..haix..
*sec 2...Mr FOO...eeeewwww...haha...he sucked..n if i nt wrong..sec 2 was wen i met up with the gang...i made new frens...like...dayana,sher,aishah,syidin,shakir,afiq,naf,bud...haha...n the others..sowie if i 4gt ur name..haha..i remember the crush i had on dayana at tt time..haha...to tink about it...it lasted 4 quite long..haha..nt afraid to write bout it here..coz tings which are in the past should remain there..haha...tt was wen i started to nt hang around with rahim n siva...haha...n hu can 4gt...the 2/8erz...the champions...in my mind..still 1 of the best classes in soccer to have been champs in riverside..hehe..dun agree...wat bout ex 2/8erz..vs ur class?hehehz...sheeeeshza!...hehe...i tink sec 2 was the best year...or was it the up coming...hehe...
*sec 3...hehe...3/7!!woooow!!haha..gt into a double science class..had to part with wan,khai n gang...haix...nt tt close to those peeps anymore..esp wan..haha...used to be real close last time...haha..bt times chnge..ppl chnge..ive chnged..he's chnged..hehe...so....4gt it..hehe...bt 3/7!new gang..n ya..how can i 4gt..my new best fwen..MIMI!!wahahahz...ya..sec 3...crush on her osoz...sheeshza!!bt now..ppl tink diff...me n mimx...were too good fwens to be sumting else..haha...n i find her VERY IRRITATING at times..haha...n im sure she tinks the same way bout me...hehehz...rite2?haha..bt sec 3...the past part..has to be...
joining the national under 15 squad...i dunoe how..bt i just made it to the highest level..without playin 4 club...without playin 4 COE..although i wasnt regularly in the 1st team..i did play many games on the trot...n was unlucky to miss out on the trip to pahang..tt would have really made my season..bt the camp at sports school was AWESOME!miss the guys there...haha...although i gt bullied a bit..bt i bullied back..haha..they were cool..hehez..nice guys...n ya...tt was the year wen i started slacking...n due to tt...suffering now..haha...no comments bout the inter-class..i admit defeat!!wahahahz!!
*sec 4...sooooo far...year has been crappy...fuck o levels!fuck chemistry!!haha..nowdayz...life has no motive..n ya..how can i 4gt...the 2 totally new great fwens ive made...SHIMA!!!AIN!!!wahhahz...bt den..tis year the galz n guys nt tt close nimore...thnk the skool's canteen tables 4 tt..haha...would have been if the tables had been like last year..hehez...like the sayin goes...the more the merrier...hehez...bt wat to do..haha...n ya...tis year...so far...how long ready...3 mths...yup2..haha..1st time i tink im serious bout it..haha...it?uh..nvm..nanid to noe..lolx..bt like ive said..getting into a relationship is nt hard...bt getting into a relationship with someone hum ur head over heels madly 4...is well...4 me...very hard..mayb coz of the race factor..haha..to cum to tink of it...ive nt sounded any gal in these 4 years of mine in rss..haha...sum ppl mite not like wat im sayin here..haha..bt i dun care..its my blog..so i write wat i want..lolx..u just have to bear wit me..sowie 4 the inconvinience caused...hehehz...n ya..my new hobby..poems..hehehz... :D ....
ya..well..tts how its been so far...4 years in rs...n still single..haha...wat to do?nt hensum mah?must go 4 makeover eh?wahahahz..nanid!i like the way i am..n ya..ppl say tings bout me voice..haha..haven break eh?hehehz...i oso dunoe..bt if u gave me a choice..i woundt chnge it with anyone..nt even TAUFIK!!wahahahaz....coz...he cnt do me 2nd voice mah...coz tt 1 oni i can do...farhan calls it the terminator...ppl call it macho...i call it..haha...vicky..:)..so..tts all i guess...no makeovers..no ntg...im just vicky...4 16 years..living life..haha...great parents..great fwens...great teachers(except mr hoe!!wahahaz)...ya...tts it..luv u ppl...hehez..
Sunday, March 20, 2005
hmmmm..cant sleep..wana write sumting..here goes..
Dark stars pass by me every nite..
Every minute ill be hoping tt ur by my side..
The moon's shining bright in the sky..
Im just begging to be with you tonight..
Radio on so loud that i cant sleep..
Maybe you n me were never meant to be..
If that's the case..ill let it be..
It can't be you..there must be something wrong with me..
Havent missed someone this bad before..
Life doesnt have any motive no more..
Life has to go on though..
So ill keep on living as time just flows..
to be continued..........
Aiya...cant tink of anyting else..i guesh ill continue 2molo..hehe...
Saturday, March 19, 2005
yawwwnnnnnn...feeling sleepy...still at karan's hse...didnt go hme..decided to stay over 1 more nite...hmmmm..so..bout me day...?hmmmm...kk..here goes...
went to hindi skool...gt 73...aiya...A2 4 hindi?neh...was xpecting an A1..considering the fact tt i can hardly score 4 me other subjects...i need to have A1 4 hindi...guess its my vocab tt let me down..tts always the case..my vocab in hindi sux...to da core!hmmmm..Vikram gt 75...haha..1st time in 3 years he won me...haha..sheeshza!Shuba didnt cum to skool today..aiya...BoRiNg!!haha..lolx...kk...
hmmm..after hindi skool..go fwen's hse...play tennis...hadnt played 4 like ages...hehe...was rusty at 1st..bt den..won the mtches against me frens..haha... :D ....hmmmm...wat else huh?...hmmmm..went "home"...bathe...now wtching man utd vs fulham...nice mtch...utd leading 1-0..Ronaldo brilliant goal..hehe..Chealsea drawing at the moment...hope it stays like tt..haha...bt doubt so..hmmmm..haix..im getting bored..
haix..skool gona start...in 2 dayz..i guess i need to buck up...no..i dun guess...I PROMISE tt im gona buck up in my studies...i dunoe wat else can i do xcept 4 doin my hw on my hw...bt ive been doin tt...havent copied shit this season..bt stilkl nt getting the results i tink i deserve..haix..i woke up in the mornings to study 4 all the test...bt still...look at me freaking marks..haix...guess its fate...need help...frm god..hmmmm...sheeshza!
I guess sum ppl just cant keep their mouth shu bout sum stuff...haha...dun blame them...i should have known..lolx..nvm tt...guess it was due to happen..sheeshza!k la...2nd half start ready..wana wtch...nitez!
Friday, March 18, 2005
hmmmmm...at karan's hse now...well..today was basically..uh...olrite i guess..ntg special...im feeling kinda crappy now...haix..so dun mind me...
failed chem..as xpected...haix...played soccer at yishun...played my game..as usual...ntg much to say...had a gd gme...hmmmm..cme hme...i mean...karan's hse..he's my cuzz 4 those hu dunt noe..hmmm..watched son of the mask..crappy movie...wanted to wtch another movie...bt all so crappy...hmmmm...haix...bored...well...tts all i guesh 4 2day..hindi skool 2molo..nitez...ZzZzZZ
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
hmmmm...woke up at 12 today...n had a few missed calls...nt surprised tt they were from ismail..lolx...sheeeshza!he can be irritating at times...hmmm..had planned to go beach rd..buy slippers...so...
met fiq at boots n shoes...wit ismail..den went to beach road...fiq was a lil quiet at 1st..i was wondering wat was wrong...hmmmm..must be the money fact...hmmmm...ya..i tink tt was y he quite quiet at 1st..bt den..as we know him..he coudnt be quiet...n he had to make that SARCASTIC comments on every thing tt i tell him...ya2...i know..must be specific with u...sheeshza!wateva u say la fiq..wateva u say!!wahahazz!!
hmmm..so..1st stop...beach road..led by ismail..made him look stupid..lolx..den bought me slippers..ismail bought his badge..den we went to eat..had nasi goreng ayam n sugar cane drink...YUM!!
den went off to beach road to meet shakir...took bus there...ismail fell asleep in the bus..lucky i woke him up..or elsee......
saw lotsa boots there..the F-50+..the blue one...ATTRACTIVE!....n the RED 1...wooow!nice...wat else...ntg much...im nt gona get any boots..gt me lotto with me...love them...hehe...n my mania..just need to buy studs n gt it to cobbler..they would be in perfect condition ready..bt i lz wana do ntg bout it..anyone wants it..i wun mind selling..hehe..i bought it 4 $189 btw..so it mite nt cum tt cheap...hehez..lolx..
i juz realized tt im gona turn 16 in 8 days time...n im nt even excited bout it..i chnged sum plans bout wat im gona do...bt mayb...i mite juz chnge my mind again...bt its gd being 16 soon...NC 16..here i cum...mayb ill start being a pool freak real soon...only played it once b4..hmmm...4 the moment...here's my b'day wishlist at the moment...
A new cap..(sick n tired of my brown cap..)
A new watch
A few new T-shirts
A Baller ID
A new pair of nice slippers
A new pair of shoes
A new jacket(the cold season coming soon)
n at the top of my wishlist 4 tis 16th b'day...hmmmmm....hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...............hmmmmmmmmmm..
well...i guess that's 4 me to know n 4 u to find out...hehez...k den..tts all..nite2...
Monday, March 14, 2005
hmmmm...im gona write a poem...now..without any back up..haha..so...if its crappy..dun mind..hehe...hmmm..so..here goes my try...
If waiting for you will take my time..
Im willing to wait all my life..
Just one time please let me know..
But sometimes the truth never shows..
If waiting for you will take my time..
Ill wait till the time when the sun doesnt rise..
I tink that day will never come..
But im preety sure i wont give up..
There are times when i think of you..
I wonder if you ever think of me too?..
But why would you want to think of me?..
Coz to you im just another human bean..
I never get a chance to show how i feel..
These wounds in my heart might never heal..
But these are things too hard to explain..
Maybe you'll find out yourself one day..
One thing i do know for sure..
That i would never want to lose you as a friend..
Sometimes with these feelings,a friendship just ends..
I really do wish that you would understand..
A friend like you,i never want to lose..
Coz there are not many in this world as special as you..
You shine bright among the shattered stars..
Thats why i wish that we will never part..
If waiting for you will take my time..
Ill wait till the sun stops giving off light..
Thats why i just wana say..
Ill wait for you till my last living day..
Hmmmm..i tink its ok..ntg special...bt quite ok 4 sumting done in 15 mins huh?hehe...yup2..gd2...nitez...
Saturday, March 12, 2005
hmmmm...realized that i haven blogged 4 quite long...so...here i am..finally..after sum time...hmmm..i tink im just typing coz im bored...hmmmm..wen im bored...wat should i do...hmmm..look 4 new blogskin?should i chnge tis skin?wat do ya ppl ting?im sickk of seeing my face on tis page ready..wahahz....lolx...
so..bout today...had hindi xam in skool...the class had less chairs...stupid skool..lolx..n ya..do u ppl noe..tt the 2 most common languages in the world at the moment are....Mandarin n Hindi?cooolx..didnt noe Hindi was tt popular...haha..i guess it must the bollywood influence...even the national geo had shah rukh's face on the front cover...n my deary Preity Zinta was in the book osoz..hehez..she's too cute to be true...haha...hmmmm...Shuba in skool looked cute..haha..she's a nice gal..haha..lolx..Vikram thinks she's preety too..haha..bt tt guy...he wunt do anyting..at least i gt her no..wahahz..lolx..
Hindi exam was ok i guess..copied here n there frm Vikram...sheeshza!he bastard...nvr let me see the vocab..ash-hole!wahahz..tt a new word by Dayana...lolx..den...went home...watched tis movie..wahahaz...its nice...i mean..its a diff type of hindi love story..its sumtin like...
u like tis 1 gal..bt she has diff tinkin frm urs...she asks u to 4gt her..so u do..den u meet tis gal..u be-friend her...den she 4loes u to ur hometown n u fall in love wit her..she suddenly has to leave ur hometown 4 sum reason...wen u reach the plays she lives..u find out tt she's planning to gt married to sumone else...so..u 4gt her...n ur cursing ur luck on love..wen u go to ur neighbour's hse 4 last time to visit the kind aunt there..den u read her daughther's diary n u find out tt she loves u..den u fall in love wit her...u are about to live happily ever after wen the 2 galz in ur past cum bck to say they love u n were wrong to leave u..n ur current gf spots u wit them..wahahz!!wat are you gona do?!wahahhaz!nice movie..weird!!lolx!!
SHAKIR!!I WANT MY BALLER ID LA DAE!!AIYA!!!
hmmmm..well..wat else to blog about..mimx been weird lately..she n kuma..have probs wit each other n im the one stuck in the middle!wtf!hmmmm...mimx looked in bad mood on friday..den wen i went out to cp after skool...i saw her wit shalea...eating at MacDonalds...smiling away...wahahz...man...ppl are weird...or is it just me..must be me...i dun blame me fwens...haha..bt as long as she's happy...im happy as well..hehe...
hmmmm..i noe hu kumaran likes..wahahz..sheeshz!weird guy...cant beleive her could fall 4 her!sheeshza!
hmmmm....i miss my baller id...haix..i lend it to sumone one time..den i dunoe where it went after tt...haix....i dunoe la..ppl can be weird..haix...ive been asking..or should i say begging 4 sumting which i lend u?i mean...doesnt make sense rite?begging 4 sumting which is mine?sheeshza!i dunoe la...i juz tink tt if wen u borrow sumtin...if the person wants it bck..muz gt it by hook or crook..haha..having the policy of borrowing...n nt returning till the person ask is ok...bt wen person ask 4 it...haha..u should noe...hmmmm
hmmmm..getting a gf is ez...bt then getting a gf of ur choice..is damn hard..n tis time..im serious...dead serious..gona gt sumone..or nt get anyone...i promise..haix...juz wish that god will help me tis time..wen im serious..dead serious...hmmmmm...tts all i guess..tts enuf...so den..me gtg..byez...nitez..2molo dd mtch...hmmmm...
Thursday, March 10, 2005
A bit from Justin Timberlake's Take It From Here...its how i feel now...sheeshza!
I wanna be your lake, or your bay
And any problems that you have
I wanna wash dem away
I wanna be your sky
So blue and high
And everytime you think of me
I wanna blow your mind
I wanna be your air
So sweet and fair
Saturday, March 05, 2005
hmmmm..cant remember wen was the last time i updated..soo..just gona write about 2day...
Didnt go to hindi skool...studied physics frm 1-3...did notes...din have tys...haix..
Eat lunch...study again 4 awhile..went down to play soccer...cum hme...online n finish a lil bit of e mth...n now..here i am..realized tt my imesh can work again..so can hear songs on comp again..woow..heheh...
Past few dayz have been goin past very fast...its already March....my b'day on 23...dun 4gt ya ppl...ain's b'day on monday...my cuzz b'day on 13...hmmmm....time sure does past by fast...
Im getting bored..haix...just finished eating...hmmm...dunoe wat to do...hmmmmm...aiya..nvm la...bubyez..nite2 ppl...
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Cross country yesterday...gt 6th...sheeshza!quite ok i guess...bt 4/7 boys didnt get anyting...dissapointed...haix...bt well...its ok...so..heres how the day went yest...
went skool at 8 litat...den after had s.s test...quite ok...den lesson...time passed slow..haha...hmmmm...den after skoool...many ppl went hme...went to eat BK wit shark n kuma...elmo joined in...heavy meal..sheeshza!
Waited 4 the rest of the gang at Boots n Shoes...went to Novena...took bus to Mac Ritchie...ran...6th...had fun talkin under trees?lolx!...sheeshza!
Went to AMK to eat...haha..n den the best part of the day...left were me,kuma,shark,elmo n basyir...wahahz..we laughed non-stop frm AMK mrt to Woodlands..wahahz..n tt too wen tryin to get serious..wahahz...all face serious...tkleh ankat!wahahahz!!sheeshza!!had fun though..
Den...left me n shark..went to civic...talked sum stuff with him...den bought ice cream frm KFC n we went to 5th floor n sat at the stairs...talkin till 9...mum called...went hme...
N 2day...borin...tired..didnt go trainin..i dun tink any1 went..sheeshza!
went hme straight after skool..goin to study now...bubyez..hmmmmm...aiya!
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
well...i guess everyone noe tt we won Canberra 10-4...more like playin playstation game...the scoreline i mean..lolx...it was 4-4 at 1 time...n tts wen we all woke up...n scored till 10-4...haha...Ogy scored 4....Daun,Fix n Faizal scored 1 each...me scored 3...nt too bad...well...
2molo cross country...hmmmm...i wana win...bt dunoe if can or nt...we'll see how it goes...i wasted a wonderful opp. just now...haix...stupid vick..nvm if u dun gt wat im sayin..haha..ur nt suppose to noe osoz..lolx...
2molo gt s.s common test...Gd luck ppl...n Gd luck to me...4 cross country osoz gd luck...hmmmm...well..wat else...tts all i guess...day was borin..like always...n ive gt no mood to blog osoz..haha..soo...chaoz...hahz...=)